| George L. Jackson: September 23, 1941 — August 21, 1971 | Page ix |
| Foreword by Jonathan Jackson, Jr. | Page xiii |
| Recent Letters and an Autobiography | Page [1] |
| Letters: 1964-1970 | Page [35] |
| Back Matter | Page 331 |
| Appendix: Introduction to the First Edition by Jean Genet | Page 331 |
To the Man-Child, Tall, evil, graceful, brighteyed, black man-child — Jonathan Peter Jackson — who died on August 7, 1970, courage in one hand, assault rifle in the other; my brother, comrade, friend — the true revolutionary, the black communist guerrilla in the highest state of development, he died on the trigger, scourge of the unrighteous, soldier of the people; to this terrible man-child and his wonderful mother Georgia Bea, to Angela Y. Davis, my tender experience, I dedicate this collection of letters; to the destruction of their enemies I dedicate my life.
In 1960, at the age of eighteen, George Jackson was accused of
stealing $70 from a gas station in Los Angeles. Though there was
evidence of his innocence, his court-appointed lawyer maintained
that because Jackson had a record (two previous instances of petty
crime), he should plead guilty in exchange for a light sentence in the
county jail. He did, and received an indeterminate sentence of one
year to life. Jackson spent the next ten years in Soledad Prison, seven
and a half of them in solitary confinement. Instead of succumbing to
the dehumanization of prison existence, he transformed himself into
the leading theoretician of the prison movement and a brilliant
writer. Soledad Brother, which contains the letters that he wrote from
1964 to 1970, is his testament.
In his twenty-eighth year, Jackson and two other black inmates —
Fleeta Drumgo and John Cluchette — were falsely accused of murdering
a white prison guard. The guard was beaten to death on January 16, 1969, a few days after another white guard shot and
killed three black inmates by firing from a tower into the courtyard.
The accused men were brought in chains and shackles to two secret
hearings in Salinas County. A third hearing was about to take place
when John Cluchette managed to smuggle a note to his mother:
"Help, I'm in trouble." With the aid of a state senator, his mother
contacted a lawyer, and so commenced one of the most extensive
legal defenses in U.S. history. According to their attorneys, Jackson,
Drumgo, and Clutchette were charged with murder not because there
was any substantial evidence of their guilt, but because they had been
previously identified as black militants by the prison authorities. If
convicted, they would face a mandatory death penalty under the
California penal code. Within weeks, the case of the Soledad Brothers
emerged as a political cause célèbre for all sorts of people
demanding change at a time when every American institution was
shaken by Black rebellions in more than one hundred cities and the
mass movement against the Vietnam War.
August 7, 1970, just a few days after George Jackson was transferred
to San Quentin, the case was catapulted to the forefront of
national news when his brother, Jonathan, a seventeen-year-old high
school student in Pasadena, staged a raid on the Marin County
courthouse with a satchelful of handguns, an assault rifle, and a
shotgun hidden under his coat. Educated into a political revolutionary
by George, Jonathan invaded the court during a hearing for three
black San Quentin inmates, not including his brother, and handed
them weapons. As he left with the inmates and five hostages,
including the judge, Jonathan demanded that the Soledad Brothers
be released within thirty minutes. In the shootout that ensued,
Jonathan was gunned down. Of Jonathan, George wrote, "He was
free for a while. I guess that's more than most of us can expect."
Soledad Brother, which is dedicated to Jonathan Jackson, was
released to critical acclaim in France and the United States, with an
introduction by the renowned French dramatist Jean Genet, in the
fall of 1970. Less than a year later and just two days before the
opening of his trial, George Jackson was shot to death by a tower
guard inside San Quentin Prison in a purported escape attempt. "No
Black person," wrote James Baldwin, "will ever believe that George
Jackson died the way they tell us he did."
Soledad Brother went on to become a classic of Black literature
and political philosophy, selling more than 400,000 copies before it
went out of print twenty years ago. Lawrence Hill Books is pleased
to reissue this book and to add to it a Foreword by the author's
nephew, Jonathan Jackson, Jr., who is a writer living in California.
I was born eight and a half months after my father, Jonathan Jackson,
was shot down on August 7, 1970, at the Marin County Courthouse,
when he tried to gain the release of the Soledad Brothers by taking
hostages. Before and especially after that day, Uncle George kept in
constant contact with my mother by writing from his cell in San
Quentin. (The Department of Corrections wouldn't put her on the
visitors' list.) During George's numerous trial appearances for the
Soledad Brothers case, Mom would lift me above the crowd so he
could see me. Consistently, we would receive a letter a few days
later. For a single mother with son, alone and in the middle of both
controversy and not a little unwarranted trouble with the authorities,
those messages of strength were no doubt instrumental in helping
her carry on. No matter how oppressive his situation became, George
always had time to lend his spirit to the people he cared for.
A year and two weeks after the revolutionary takeover in Marin,
George was ruthlessly murdered by prison guards at San Quentin.
Both he and my father left me a great deal: pride, history, an unmistakable name. My experience has been at once wonderful and
incredibly difficult. My life is not consumed by the Jackson legacy,
but my charge is an accepted and cherished piece of my existence.
It is out of my responsibility to my legacy that I have come to write
this Foreword to my uncle's prison writings.
Today I read my inherited letters often — those written from
George to my mother with a dull pencil on prison stationery. They
are things of beauty, my most valuable possessions, passionate
pieces of writing that have few rivals in the modern era. They will
remain unpublished. However, the letters of Soledad Brother demonstrate
the same insight and eloquence — the way George's writings
make his personal experience universal is the mainstay of his brilliance.
When this collection of letters was first released in 1969, it brought
a young revolutionary to the forefront of a tempest, a tempest
characterized by the Black Power, free speech, and antiwar movements,
accompanied by a dissatisfaction with the status quo throughout
the United States. With unflinching directness, George Jackson
conveyed an intelligent yet accessible message with his trademark
style, rational rage. He illuminated previously hidden viewpoints and
feelings that disenfranchised segments of the population were unable
to articulate: the poor, the victimized, the imprisoned, the disillusioned.
George spoke in a revolutionary voice that they had no idea
existed. He was the prominent figure of true radical thought and
practice during the period, and when he was assassinated, much of
the movement died along with him. But George Jackson cannot and
will not ever leave. His life and thoughts serve as the message — George
himself is the revolution.
The reissue of Soledad Brother at this point in time is essential. It
appears that the nineties are going to be a telling decade in U.S.
history. The signposts of systemic breakdown are as glaringly obvious
as they were in the sixties: unrest manifesting itself in inner-city
turmoil, widespread rise of violence in the culture, and international
oppression to legitimize a state in crisis. The fact that imprisonments
in California have more than tripled over the last decade, supported
by the public, is merely one sign of societal decomposition. That
systemic change occurred during the sixties is a myth. The United
States in the nineties faces strikingly analogous problems. George
spoke to the issues of his day, but conditions now are so similar that this work could have been written last month. It is imperative that
George be heard, whether by the angry but unchanneled young or by
the cynical and worldly mature. The message must be carried farther
than where he bravely left it in August of 1971.
Over the past twenty-five years, why has George Jackson not been
an integral part of mainstream consciousness? He has been and still
is underexposed, reduced to simplistic terms, and ultimately misunderstood.
Racial and conspiracy theory aside, there are rational
reasons for his exclusion. They stem not only from the hard-line
revolutionary aspects of George's philosophy, but more importantly
from the nature of the political system that he existed in and under.
Howard Zinn has pointed out in A People's History of the United
States that "the history of any country, presented as the history of a
family, conceals fierce conflicts of interest (sometimes exploding,
most often repressed) between conquerors and conquered, masters
and slaves, capitalists and workers, dominators and dominated."
U.S. history is essentially that type of hidden history. Without
denying important mitigating factors, the United States of today is
strongly linked to the values and premises on which it was founded.
That is, it is a settler colony founded primarily on two basic pillars,
upheld by the Judeo-Christian tradition: genocide of indigenous
peoples and slave labor in support of a capitalist infrastructure.
Although the Bible repeatedly exalts mass slaughter and oppression,
Judeo-Christian morality is publicly held to be inconsistent with
them. This dissonance, evident within the nation's structure from the
beginning, informs the state's first function: to oversimplify and
minimize immoral events in order to legitimize history and the
state's very existence simultaneously.
Ironically, traditional Judeo-Christian morality is a perfect vehicle
for genocide, slavery, and territorial expansion. As a logical progression
from biblical example, expansion and imperialism culminated
in the United States with the concept of Manifest Destiny, which
held that it was the colonists' inherent right to expand and conquer.
Further it was a duty, the "white man's burden," to save the "natives,"
to attempt to convert all heathens encountered. Protestant
Calvinism provided a set of ethics that fit perfectly with the colonists'
conquests. Max Weber, in his definitive study on religion, The
Sociology of Religion, wrote, "Calvinism held that the unsearchable
God possessed good reasons for having distributed the gifts of
fortune unevenly"; it "represented as God's will [the Calvinists']
domination over the sinful world. Clearly this and other features of
Protestantism, such as its rationalization of the existence of a lower
class,
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were not only the bases for the formation of the United States,
but still prominently exist today. "One must go to the ethics of ascetic
Protestantism," Weber asserts, "to find any ethical sanction for
economic rationalism and for the entrepreneur." When a nation can't
admit to the process through which it builds hegemony, how can
anything but delusion be a reality? "The monopoly of truth, including
historical truth," stated Daniel Singer in a lecture at Evergreen State
College (Washington) in 1987, "is implied in the monopoly of
power."
Clearly, objective history is an impossibility. This understood, the
significant problem lies in how the general population defines the
term; history implies that truth is being told. It is an unfortunate fact
that history is unfailingly written by the victors, which in the case of
the United States are not only the original imperialists, but the
majority of the "founding fathers," dedicated to uniting and strengthening
the existing mercantile class among disjointed colonies. There
can be no doubt that from the creation of this young nation, history
as a created and perceived entity moved further and further away
from the objective ideal. Genocide, necessary for "the development
of the modern capitalist economy," according to Howard Zinn, was
rationalized as a reaction to the fear of Indian savages. Slavery was
similarly construed.
The personalization of history, the process by which we construct
heroes and pariahs, is a consequence of its dialectical nature. Without
fail, an odd paradox is created around someone who, by virtue of his
or her actions, becomes prominent enough to warrant the designation
"historical figure." There is a leap on the part of the general public,
sparked by the media, to another mindset. Sensational deeds are
glorified, horrible acts reviled. A few points are selected as defining
characteristics. The media, conforming to their restrictions of concision
(which make accuracy nearly impossible to attain), reiterate
these points over and over. Schools and textbooks not only teach
these points but drill them into young minds. Howard Zinn comments
that "this learned sense of moral proportion, coming from the
apparent objectivity of the scholar, is accepted more easily than
when it comes from politicians at press conferences. It is therefore
more deadly."
A few tidbits, factual or not, incomplete and selective, are used to
describe the entirety of a person's existence. They become part of
mainstream consciousness. We therefore know that Lincoln freed
the slaves, Malcolm X was a black extremist, and Hitler was solely
responsible for World War II and the Holocaust. All half-truths go
unexplained, all fallacies go unchallenged, as they appear to make
perfect sense to the everyday, noncritically thinking American. The
paradox has been created: The more famous a person becomes, the
more misunderstood he or she is. This accepted occurrence is incredibly
counterintuitive: the public should know more, not less, about
a noteworthy individual and the sociopolitical dynamics surrounding
him or her.
This historical mythicization is not, for the most part, a consciously
created phenomenon. The media don't go out of their way
to mislead the public by constructing false heroes and emphasizing
the mundane. Fewer "dimly lit conferences" take place than conspiracy
theorists believe. It is the existing political system that is responsible
for the information that reaches the general public. The state's
control of information created the system, and it continually re-creates
it. Propagated by schooling and the media, information that
reaches the public is subject to three chief mechanisms of state
control: denial, self-censorship, and imprisonment.
Denial is the easiest control mechanism, and therefore the most
common. If events do not follow the state's agenda or its ecumenical
ideology and might bring unrest, they are denied. Examples are
plentiful: prewar state terrorism against the people of North and
South Vietnam and later the bombing of Cambodia; government
funding and military aid to the Nicaraguan Contras; and support of
UNITA and South Africa in the virtual destruction of Angola, among
many others.
Denial goes hand in hand with self-censorship. The media emphasize
certain personal characteristics and events and de-emphasize
others, in a pattern that supports U.S. hegemony. The information
that reached the public after the U.S. invasion of Panama in 1989 is
telling. It was not until much later, after the heat of controversy, that
the average citizen had access to the scope of the devastation. The
effectiveness of self-censorship in this case was maximized, as the
full details of the Panama invasion were patchwork for years.
While we may assume that the media have an obligation to
accurately convey such an event to the public, the media in fact
perpetuate the government's position by engaging in their own
self-censorship. Noam Chomsky points out in Deterring Democracy,
"With a fringe of exceptions — mostly well after the tasks had
been accomplished — the media rallied around the flag with due piety
and enthusiasm, funnelling the most absurd White House tales to the
public while scrupulously refraining from asking the obvious questions,
or seeing the obvious facts."
Denial and self-censorship create a comfort zone for the U.S.
citizenry, generally uncritical and willing to accept digestible versions
of historical personalities and world events. The reasoning
behind denial and self-censorship: do not make the public uncomfortable,
even if that means diluting, sensationalizing, or lying about
the truth.
Ultimately, when denial and self-censorship may not be sufficient
for control of information, the state resorts to imprisonment. All
imprisonment is political and as such all imprisonments carry equal
weight. Society does, however, distinguish two categories of imprisonment:
one for breaking a law, the other for political reasons. A
difference is clear: American Indian Movement leader Leonard
Peltier, serving a federal sentence for his supposed role at Wounded
Knee, is considered a different type of prisoner than an armed robber
serving a five-to-seven-year sentence.
State policy reflects institutional needs. When the state as an
institution cannot tolerate an outside threat, real or perceived, from
an individual or group, the consequences at its command include
isolation, persecution, and political imprisonment. All may occur in
greater or lesser form, depending on the degree of threat.
Political incarceration removes threats to the political and economic
hegemony of the United States. Even though in 1959 George
Jackson initially went to prison as an "everyday lawbreaker" with a
one-year-to-life sentence, it was his political consciousness that kept
him incarcerated for eleven years. In 1970 George wrote:
International capitalism cannot be destroyed without the extremes
of struggle. The entire colonial world is watching the
blacks inside the U.S., wondering and waiting for us to come to
our senses. Their problems and struggles with the Amerikan
monster are much more difficult than they would be if we actively
aided them. We are on the inside. We are the only ones (besides
the very small white minority left) who can get at the monster's
heart without subjecting the world to nuclear fire. We have a
momentous historical role to act out if we will. The whole world
for all time in the future will love us and remember us as the
righteous people who made it possible for the world to live on.
If we fail through fear and lack of aggressive imagination, then
the slaves of the future will curse us, as we sometimes curse those
of yesterday. I don't want to die and leave a few sad songs and a
hump in the ground as my only monument. I want to leave a world
that is liberated from trash, pollution, racism, nation-states, nation-state
wars and armies, from pomp, bigotry, parochialism, a
thousand different brands of untruth, and licentious usurious
economics.
Nothing is more dangerous to a system that depends on misinformation
than a voice that obeys its own dictates and has the courage
to speak out. George Jackson's imprisonment and further isolation
within the prison system were clearly a function of the state's
response to his outspoken opposition to the capitalist structure.
Political incarceration is a tangible form of state control. Unlike
denial and self-censorship, imprisonment is publicly scrutinized. Yet
public reaction to political incarceration has been minimal. The U.S.
government claims it holds no political prisoners (denial), while any
notice given to protests focused on political prisoners invariably
takes the form of a human interest story (self-censorship).
The efficacy of political incarceration in the United States cannot
be denied. Prison serves not only as a physical barrier, but a communication
restraint. Prisoners are completely ostracized from society,
with little or no chance to break through. Those few outside who
might be sympathetic are always hesitant to communicate or protest
past a certain point, fearing their own persecution or imprisonment.
Also, deep down most people believe that all prisoners, regardless
of their individual situations, really did do something "wrong."
Added to that prejudice, society lacks a distinction between a prisoner's
actions and his or her personal worth; a bad act equals a bad
person. The bottom line is that the majority of people simply will not
believe that the state openly or covertly oppresses without criminal
cause. As Daniel Singer asked at the Evergreen conference in 1987,
"Is it possible for a class which exterminates the native peoples of
the Americas, replaces them by raping Africa for humans it then
denigrates and dehumanizes as slaves, while cheapening and degrading
its own working class — is it possible for such a class to create a
democracy, equality and to advance the cause of human freedom?
The implicit answer is, `No, of course not."'
How does a person — inside or outside prison — confront the cultural
mindsets, the layers of misinformation propagated by the
capitalist system? Sooner or later, what can be called the "radical
dilemma" surfaces for the few wanting to enter into a structural
attack/analysis of the United States. Culturally, educationally, and
politically, all of us are similarly limited by these layers of misinformation;
we are all products of the system. None of us functions from
a clean slate when considering or debating any issue, especially
history as it pertains to the United States.
George Jackson struggled against the constraints of denial and
self-censorship, to say nothing of his physical and communicative
distance from society. Political prisoners are inherently vulnerable
to an either/or situation: isolating silence or elimination. For George,
his vociferous revolutionary attitude was either futile or self-exterminating.
He was well aware of his situation. In Blood in My Eye,
his political treatise, he wrote:
I'm in a unique political position. I have a very nearly closed
future, and since I have always been inclined to get disturbed over
organized injustice or terrorist practice against the innocents —
wherever — I can now say just about what I want (I've always
done just about that), without fear of self-exposure. I can only be
executed once.
George was equally aware that revolutionary change happens only
when an entire society is ready. No amount of action, preaching, or
teaching will spark revolution if social conditions do not warrant it.
My father's case, unfortunately, is an appropriate indicator. He
attempted a revolutionary act during a reactionary time; elimination
was the only possible consequence.
The challenge for a radical in today's world is to balance reformist
tendencies (political liberalism) and revolutionary action/ideology
(radicalism). While reformism entails a legitimation of the status quo
as a search for changes within the system, radicalism posits a change
of system. Because revolutionaries are particularly vulnerable, a
certain degree of reformism is necessary to create space, space
needed to begin the laborious task of making revolution.
George's statement "Combat Liberalism" and the general reaction
to it typify the gulf between the two philosophies. George was
universally misunderstood by the left and the right alike. As is the
case with most modern political prisoners, nearly all of his support
came from reformists with liberal leanings. It seems that they acted
in spite of, rather than because of, the core of his message.
The left's attitude toward COINTELPRO is a useful illustration.
COINTELPRO, the covert government program used to dismantle
the Black Panther Party, and later the American Indian Movement,
is typically cited by many leftists as a damning example of the
government's conspiratorial nature. Declassified documents and
ex-agents' testimonies have shown COINTELPRO to be one of the
most unlawful, insidious cells of government in the nation's history.
COINTELPRO, however, was really a symptomatic, expendable
entity; a small police force within a larger one (FBI), within a branch
of government (executive), within the government itself (liberal
democracy), within the economic system (capitalism). Reformists in
radicals' clothing unknowingly argued against symptoms, rather
than the roots, of the entrenched system. Doing away with COINTELPRO
or even the FBI would not alter the structure that produces
the surveillance/elimination apparatus.
In George's day, others who considered themselves left of center,
or even revolutionary, concerned themselves with inner-city reform
issues, mostly black ghettos. The problem of and debate about inner
cities still exists. However, recognition of a problem and analysis of
that problem are two very different challenges. The demand to better
only predominantly black inner-city conditions is unrealistic at best.
In the capitalist structure, there must be an upper, middle, and
especially a lower class. Improving black neighborhoods is the
equivalent of ghettoizing some other segment of the population —
poor whites, Hispanics, Asians, etc. Nothing intrinsic to the system
would change, only superficial alterations that would mollify the
liberal public. As Chomsky asserts in Turning the Tide:
Determined opposition to the latest lunacies and atrocities
must continue, for the sake of the victims as well as our own
ultimate survival. But it should be understood as a poor substitute
for a challenge to the deeper causes, a challenge that we are,
unfortunately, in no position to mount at the present though the
groundwork can and must be laid.
Failure to understand the radical, encompassing viewpoint in the
sixties led to reformism. In effect, the majority of the left completely
deserted any attempt at the radical balance required of the politically
conscious, leaving only liberalism and its narrow vision to flourish.
Nobody comprehended the radical dilemma more fully than
George Jackson. Indeed, he developed his philosophy not out of mere
happenstance, but with a very conscious eye upon maintaining his
revolutionary ideology. He writes in Blood in My Eye:
Reformism is an old story in Amerika. There have been
depressions and socio-economic political crises throughout the
period that marked the formation of the present upper-class ruling
circle, and their controlling elites. But the parties of the left were
too committed to reformism to exploit their revolutionary potential.
George's involvement with the prison reform movement should
therefore be seen as a matter of survival. Unlike the reformist left,
prison oppression was directly affecting him. His balanced reform
activities — improving prisoners' rights while speaking out against
prison as an entity — were required to make living conditions tolerable
enough for him to continue on his revolutionary path. Simply,
he did what he had to do to survive — created space while simultaneously
pursuing his radical theory.
The reform George Jackson did accomplish was and still is
incredible, transforming the prison environment from unlivable to
livable hell, from encampments that he called reminiscent of Nazi
Germany to at least a scaled-down version of the like. With his
influence, these changes occurred not only in California, but
throughout the nation. Only now is his influence beginning to slip,
with reactionary politics bringing about torture and sensory deprivation
facilities such as Pelican Bay State Prison in California, as well
as the reintroduction for adoption of the one-to-life indeterminate
sentence. This type of sentence is fertile ground for state oppression,
as it is up to a parole board to decide if an inmate is ever to be let go.
A prison can easily and effectively create situations that transform
a one-to-life into a life sentence. (Tellingly, the indeterminate sentence
is being promoted not by the right, but by a California senator
formerly associated with mainstream liberal causes.)
Politically, George Jackson provided us all with a radical education,
a viable alternative to viewing not only the United States but
the world as a political entity. He gave the disenfranchised a lens
through which they could clearly see their situation and become
more conscious about it. He wrote in April 1970:
It all falls into place. I see the whole thing much clearer now,
how fascism has taken possession of this country, the interlocking
dictatorship from county level on up to the Grand Dragon in
Washington, D.C.
Crucially, George's treatment is a concrete, undeniable example
of political oppression. Race is more times than not the easy answer
to a problem. Among people of color in the United States, the quick
fix, "blame it on whitey" mentality has become so prevalent that it
shortcuts thinking. Conversely, stereotypes of minorities act as
simple-minded tools of divisiveness and oppression. George addressed
these issues in prison, setting a model for the outside as well:
"I'm always telling the brothers some of those whites are willing to
work with us against the pigs. All they got to do is stop talking honky.
When the races start fighting, all you have is one maniac group
against another." On the surface, race has been and is still being put
forth as an overriding issue that needs to be addressed as a prerequisite
for social change. In fact, although it seems to loom as a large
problem, race as an issue is again a symptom of capitalism. Of
course, on a paltry level and among the relatively powerless, race
does play a part in social structure (the racist cop, the bigoted
landlord, etc.), pitting segments of the population against each other.
But revolutionary change requires class analysis that drives appropriate
actions and eliminates race as a mitigating factor. Knowing
these socioeconomic dynamics, George Jackson was first and foremost
a people's revolutionary, and he acted as such at all times
without compromise. His writings clearly reflect his belief in class-based
revolutionary change.
Considering the many structural elements affecting him, it is easy
to see why George and his message have been misinterpreted. The
quick takes on him are abundant: it's assumed that he was imprisoned
and oppressed because he was black, because he had publicized ties
with the Black Panther Party and was a well-known organizer within
the prison reform movement. Although George became a "prison
celebrity," a status that certainly didn't help him in terms of acquittal
and release, ignorance of the actual forces responsible for his prolonged
imprisonment is inexcusable. The radical viewpoint is absolutely
indispensable when regarding both George's life circumstance
and philosophy. His life serves not as a mere individual example of
prison cruelty, but as a scalding indictment of the very nature of
capitalism.
In these times, there are two very different ways to be born into
privilege. First and most obvious in the system of capital is to be
born into wealth. Second, and not precluding the first, is to have an
intellectual, politically conscious base from which to grow as a
person philosophically and spiritually. Radical figures in modern
society — Lenin, Trotsky, Ché Guevara, my father, Jonathan Jackson,
and my uncle George Jackson — have the capability of providing
this base through their examples and writings.
Those not born into privilege can achieve a politically conscious
base in different ways. No veils separate the lower class from the
realities of everyday life. They have been given the gift of disillusion.
Bourgeois lifestyle, although perhaps sought after, is in most cases
not attainable. Daily survival is the primary goal, as it was with
George. Of course, when it finally becomes more attractive for one
to fight, and perhaps die, than to live in a survival mode, revolution
starts to become a possibility. Not a riot, not a government takeover
by one or another group, but a people's revolution led by the
politically conscious.
This consciousness doesn't simply appear. Individuals must grow
and work into it, but it's an invaluable gift to have insight into and
access to an alternative to the frustration, a goal on the horizon.
The nineties are an unconscious era. The unimportant is all-important,
the essential neglected. What system than capitalism, what
time period than now, is better suited to naturally create the scape-goat,
the seldom-heard political prisoner, misunderstood in his cult-of-personality
status, held back in a choke hold from society? It is
not only our right, but our duty, to listen to and comprehend George
Jackson's message. To not do so is to turn our backs on one of the
brilliant minds of the twentieth century, an individual passionately
involved with liberating not only himself, but all of us.
Settle your quarrels, come together, understand the reality of
our situation, understand that fascism is already here, that people
are dying who could be saved, that generations more will die or
live poor butchered half-lives if you fail to act. Do what must be
done, discover your humanity and your love in revolution. Pass
on the torch. Join us, give up your life for the people.
—George Jackson
Jonathan Jackson, Jr.
San Francisco
June 1994
JUNE, 1970
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Dear Greg,
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I probably didn't work hard enough on this but
I'm pressed for time — all the time.
I could play the criminal aspects of my life down some but
then it wouldn't be me. That was the pertinent part, the thing
at school and home I was constantly rejecting in process.
All my life I pretended with my folks, it was the thing in
the street that was real. I was certainly just pretending with
the nuns and priests, I served mass so that I could be in a
position to steal altar wine, sang in the choir because they
made me. When we went on tour of the rich white catholic
schools we were always treated very well — fed — rewarded with
gifts. Old Father Brown hated me but always put me down
front when we were on display. I can't say exactly why, I was
the ugliest, skinniest little misfit in the group.
Blackmen born in the U.S. and fortunate enough to live
past the age of eighteen are conditioned to accept the
inevitability of prison. For most of us, it simply looms as the
next phase in a sequence of humiliations. Being born a slave in
a captive society and never experiencing any objective basis for
expectation had the effect of preparing me for the progressively
traumatic misfortunes that lead so many blackmen to
the prison gate. I was prepared for prison. It required only
minor psychic adjustments.
It always starts with Mama, mine loved me. As testimony
of her love, and her fear for the fate of the man-child all slave
mothers hold, she attempted to press, hide, push, capture me
in the womb. The conflicts and contradictions that will follow
me to the tomb started right there in the womb. The feeling of
being captured . . . this slave can never adjust to it, it's a thing
that I just don't favor, then, now, never.
I've been asked to explain myself, "briefly," before the
world has done with me. It is difficult because I don't
recognize uniqueness, not as it's applied to individualism,
because it is too tightly tied into decadent capitalist culture.
Rather I've always strained to see the indivisible thing cutting
across the artificial barricades which have been erected to an
older section of our brains, back to the mind of the primitive
commune that exists in all blacks. But then how can I explain
the runaway slave in terms that do not imply uniqueness?
I was captured and brought to prison when I was 18 years
old because I couldn't adjust. The record that the state has
compiled on my activities reads like the record of ten men. It
labels me brigand, thief, burglar, gambler, hobo, drug addict,
gunman, escape artist, Communist revolutionary, and murderer.
I was born as the Great Depression was ending. It was
ending because the second great war for colonial markets was
beginning in the U.S. I pushed out of the womb against my
mother's strength September 23, 1941 — I felt free.
My mother was a country girl from Harrisburg, Illinois. My
father was born in East St. Louis, Illinois. They met in
Chicago, and were living on Lake Street near Racine when I
was born. It was in one of the oldest sections of Chicago, part
ghetto residential, part factory. The el train passed a few yards
from our front windows (the only windows really). There were
factories across the street and garage shops on the bottom level
of our flat. I felt right in the middle of things.
Our first move up the social scale was around the corner to
211 North Racine Street, away from the el train. I remember
every detail of preschool days. I have a sister 15 months older
than myself, Delora, a beautiful child and now a beautiful
woman. We were sometimes allowed to venture out into the
world, which at the time meant no further than fenced-off
roof area adjoining our little three-room apartment built over a
tavern. We were allowed out there only after the city made its
irregular garbage pickups. The roof area was behind the tavern
and over an area where prople deposited their garbage. But, of
course, I went out when I pleased.
Superman was several years old about then, I didn't really
confuse myself with him but I did develop a deep suspicion
that I might be Suppernigger (twenty-three years ahead of my
time). I tied a tablecloth around my neck, climbed the roof's
fence, and against my sister's tears would have leaped to my
death, down among the garbage barrels, had she not grabbed
me, tablecloth and all, and kicked my little ass.
Seeing the white boys up close in kindergarten was a
traumatic event. I must have seen some before in magazines or
books but never in the flesh. I approached one, felt his har,
scratched at his cheek, he hit me in the head with a baseball
bat. They found me crumpled in a heap just outside the
school-yard fence.
After that, my mother sent me to St. Malachy catholic
mission school. It was sitting right in the heart of the ghetto
area, Washington and Oakley streets. All of the nuns were
white; of the priests (there were five in the parish) I think one
was near black, or near white whichever you prefer. The
school ran from kindergarten to 12th grade. I attended for
nine years (ten counting kindergarten). This small group of
missionaries with their silly costumes and barbaric rituals
offered the full range of Western propaganda to all ages and all
comers. Sex was never mentioned except with whispers or
grimaces to convey something nasty. You could get away with
anything (they were anxious to make saints) but getting
caught with your hand up a dress. Holy ghosts, confessions,
and racism.
St. Malachy's was really two schools. There was another
school across the street that was more private than ours. "We"
played and fought on the corner sidewalks bordering the
school. "They" had a large grass-and-tree-studded garden with
an eight-foot wrought-iron fence bordering it (to keep us out,
since it never seemed to keep any of them in when they chose
to leave). "They" were all white. "They" were driven to and
from school in large private buses or their parents' cars. "We"
on the black side walked, or when we could afford it used the
public buses or streetcars. The white students' yard was
equipped with picnic tables for spring lunches, swings, slides,
and other more sophisticated gadgets intended to please older
children. For years we had only the very crowded sidewalks
and alley behind the school. Years later a small gym was built
but it just stood there, locked. It was only allowed to be used
for an occasional basketball game between our school and one
of the others like it from across the city's various ghetto areas.
Delora and I took the Lake Street streetcar to school each
morning, and also on Sundays when we were forced to attend
a religious function. I must have fallen from that thing a
hundred times while it was in motion. Each time Delora would
hang on to me, trying to save me, but I was just too
determined and we would roll down Lake Street, books and
all, miraculously avoiding the passing cars. The other black
children who went to public school laughed at us. The girls
had to wear a uniform, the boys wore white shirts. I imagined
that the nuns and priests were laughing too every time they
told one of those fantastic lies. I know now that the most
damaging thing a people in a colonial situation can do is to
allow their children to attend any educational facility organized
by the dominant enemy culture.
Before the winter of my first-grade year, my father, Lester,
prepared a fifty-gallon steel drum to store oil for our little
stove. As I watched, he cleaned the inside with gasoline. When
he retreated from his work temporarily for a cigarette he
explained to me about the danger of the gas fumes. Later
when he had completed work on the barrel, I sneaked back
out to the roof with my sister Delora trailing me like a St.
Bernard. I had matches and the idea of an explosion was
irresistable. As soon as my sister realized what I was going to
do, she turned her big sad eyes on me and started crying. I lit a
match as I moved closer and closer to the barrel. The I lit the
whole book of matches. By now Delora was convinced that
death was imminent for us both. She made a last brave effort
to stop me but I was too determined. I threw the matches
across the last few feet. Delora shielded my eyes with her hand
as the explosion went off. She still carries her burns from that
day's experiences. I was injured around the lower face but
carry no sign of it. Our clothes were burned and ripped away. I
would probably be blind if not for this sister.
My parents had two more children while we were hanging
on there at North Racine, Frances and Penelope. Six of us in
the little walk-up. The only thing that I can think of that was
even slightly pleasant about the place was the light. We had
plenty of windows and nothing higher about us to block off
the sun. In '49 we moved to a place in the rear on Warren near
Western that was the end of the sun. We had no windows that
opened directly on the street, even the one that faced the alley
was blocked by a garage. It was a larger place but the
neighborhood around the place was so vicious that my mother
never, never allowed me to go out of the house or the small
yard except to get something from one of the supermarkets or
stores on Madison and return immediately. When I wanted to
leave I would either go by a window, or throw my coat out the
window and volunteer to take out the garbage. There was only
one door. It was in the kitchen and always well guarded.
I spent most of the summers of those school years in
southern Illinois with my grandmother and aunt, Irene and
Juanita. My mother, Georgia, called it removing me from
harm's way. This was where my mother grew up and she
trusted her sister Juanita, whose care I came under, completely.
I was the only man-child and I was the only one to get special
protection from my mother. The trips to the country were
good for me in spite of the motive. I learned how to shoot
rifles, shotguns, pistols. I learned about fishing. I learned to
identify some of the food plants that grow wild in most areas
of the U.S. I could leave the house, the yard, the town,
without having to sneak out of a window.
Almost everyone in the black sector of Harrisburg is a
relative of mine. A loyal, righteous people; I could raise a small
army from their numbers. I had use of any type of rifle or
pistol on those trips downstate and everyone owned a
weapon. My disposition toward guns and explosions is
responsible for my first theft. Poverty made ammunition
scarce and so . . . I confess with some guilt that I liked to
shoot small animals, birds rabbits, squirrels, anything that
offered itself as a target. I was a little skinny guy; scourge of
the woods, predatory man. After the summer I went back up
north for school and snowball (sometimes ice-block) fights
with the white kids across the street.
I don't remember exactly when I met Joe Adams, it was
during the early years, but I do recall the circumstances. Three
or four of the brothers were in the process of taking my lunch
when Joe joined them. The bag was torn, and the contents
spilled onto the sidewalk. Joe scrambled for the food and got
all of it. But after the others left laughing, he returned and
stuffed it all into my pockets. We were great friends from then
on it that childish way. He was older by a couple of years
(two or three years means a lot at that tender age), and could
beat me doing everything. I watched him and listened with
John and Kenny Fox, Junior, Sonny, and others sometimes.
We almost put the block's businessmen into bankruptcy. My
mother and father will never admit it now, I'm sure, but I was
hungry and so were we all. Our activities went from stolen
food to other things I wanted, gloves for my hands (which
were always cold), which I was always wearing out, marbles
for the slingshots, games and gadgets for outdoorsmen from
the dime store. Downtown, we plundered at will. The city was
helpless to defend against us. But I couldn't keep up with Joe.
Jonathan, my older brother, was born about this time.
My grandfather, George "Papa" Davis, stands out of those
early years more than any other figure in my total environment.
He was separated from his wife by the system.
Work for men was impossible to find in Harrisburg. He was
living and working in Chicago — sending his wage back to the
people downstate. He was an extremely aggressive man, and
since aggression on the part of the slave means crime, he was in
jail now and then. I loved him. He tried to direct my great
energy into the proper form of protest. He invented long
simple allegories that always pictured the white politicians as
animals (jackasses, toads, goats, vermin in general). He scorned
the police with special enmity. He and my mother went to
great pains to impress on me that it was the worst form of
niggerism to hook and jab, cut and stab at other blacks.
Papa took me to his little place on Lake and fed me,
walked me through the wildest of the nation's jungles,
pointing up the foibles of black response to crisis existence. I
loved him. He died alone in southern Illinois the fifth year that
I was in San Quentin, on a pension that after rent allowed for
a diet of little more than sardines and crackers.
After Racine Street we moved into the Troop Street
projects, which in 1958 were the scenes of the city's worst
riots. (The cats in those projects fell out against the pig with
heavy machine guns, 30s and 50s that were equipped with
tracer ammunition.)
My troubles began when we were in the projects. I was
caught once or twice for mugging but the pig never went much
further than to pop me behind the ear with the "oak stick"
several times and send for my mortified father to carry me
home.
My family knew very little of my real life. In effect, I lived
two lives, the one with my mama and sisters, and the thing on
the street. Now and then I'd get caught at something, or with
something that I wasn't supposed to have and my mama would
fall all over me. I left home a thousand times, never to return.
We hoboed up and down the state. I did what I wanted (all my
life I've done just that). When it came time to explain, I lied.
I had a girl from Arkansas, finest at the mission, but the
nuns had convinced her that love — touching fingertips, mouths,
bellies, legs — was nasty. Most of my time and money went to
the other very loose and lovely girls I met on the stairwells of
the projects' 15-story buildings. That was our hangout, and
most of the time that's where we acted out the ritual.
Jonathan, my new comrade, just a baby then, was the only
real reason that I would come home at all; a brother to help
me plunder the white world, a father to be proud of the
deed — I was a fanciful little cat. But my brother was too young
of course. He's only seventeen now while I'm twenty-nine
this year. Any my father, he was always mortified. I stopped
attending school regularly, and started getting "picked up" by
the pigs more often. The pig station, a lecture, and oak-stick
therapeutics. These pickups were mainly for "suspicion of" or
because I was in the wrong part of town. Except for once or
twice I was never actually caught breaking any laws. There just
wasn't any possibility of a policeman beating me in a footrace.
A target that's really moving with evasive tactics is almost
impossible to hit with a short-barreled revolver. Through a
gangway with a gate that only a few can operate with speed
(it's dark even in the day) up a stairway through a door.
Across roofs with seven- to ten-foot jumps in between (the pig
is working mainly for money, bear in mind, I am running for
my life). There wasn't a pig in the city who could "follow the
leader" of even the most timid ghetto gang.
My father sensed a need to remove me from the Chicago
environment so in 1956 he transferred his post-office job to
the Los Angeles area. He bought an old '49 Hudson, threw me
into it, and the two of us came West with plans to send for the
rest of the family later that year. I knew nothing of cars. It
was the first car our family had ever owned. I watched my
father with great interest as he pushed the Hudson across the
two thousand miles from Chicago to Los Angeles in two days.
I was certain that I could handle the standard gearshift and
pedals. I asked him to let me try upon our arrival in Los
Angeles that first day. He dismissed me with an "Ah — crazy
nigger lay dead" look. We were to stay with his cousin Johnny
Jones in Watts until the rest of the family could be sent for.
He went off with Johnny to visit other relatives, I stayed
behind with the keys and the car. I made one corner, down
one street, waited for a traffic light, firmed my jaw,
dry-swallowed — took off around the next corner, and ended
the turn inside the plate-glass window and front door of the
neighborhood barbershop. Those cats in the shop (Watts) had
become so immune to excitement that no one hardly looked
up. I tried to apologize. The brother that owned the shop
allowed my father to do the repair work himself. No pigs were
called to settle this affair between brothers. One showed up by
chance, however. I had to answer a court summons later that
year. But the brother sensed that my father was poor, like
himself, with a terribly mindless, displaced, irresponsible child
on his hands, probably like his own, and didn't insist upon
having the gun-slinging pig from the outside enemy culture
arbitrate the problems we must handle ourselves.
My father fixed the brother's shop with his own hands,
after buying the materials. No charges were brought against me
for the damages. My father straightened out the motor bed,
plugged the holes in the radiator, hammered out some of the
dents and folds from the fender, bought a new light, and taped
it into place on the fender. He drove that car to and from
work, to the supermarkets with my mother, to church with
my sisters, for four years! It was all he could afford and he
wasn't the least bit ashamed of the fact. And he never said a
word to me about it. I guess he was convinced by then that
words wouldn't help me. I've been a fool — often.
Serious things started to happen after our settling in L.A.
but this guy never abandoned me. He felt shame in having to
bail me out of encounters with the law but he would always be
there. I did several months in Paso Robles for allegedly
breaking into a large department store (Gold's on Central) and
attempting a hijack. I was 15, and full grown (I haven't grown
an inch since then). A cop shot me six times point-blank on
that job, as I was standing with my hands in the air. After the
second shot, when I was certain that he was trying to murder
me, I charged him. His gun was empty and he had only hit me
twice by the time I had closed with him — "Oh, get this wild
nigger off me." My mother fell away from the phone in a dead
faint when they informed her that I had been shot by the
police in a hijack attempt. I had two comrades with me on
that job. They both got away because of the exchange
between the pigs and me.
Since all black are thought of as rats, the third degree
started before I was taken to the hospital. Medical treatment
was offered as a reward for cooperation. At first they didn't
know I had been hit, but as soon as they saw the blood
running from my sleeve, the questions began. A bullet had
passed through my forearm, another had sliced my leg, I sat in
the back of the pig car and bled for two hours before they
were convinced that lockjaw must have set in already. They
took me to that little clinic at the Maxwell Street Station. A
black nurse or doctor attended. She was young, full of
sympathy and advice. She suggested, since I had strong-looking
legs, that instead of warring with the enemy culture I should
get interested in football or sports. I told her that if she could
manage to turn the pig in the hall for a second I could escape
and perhaps make a new start somewhere with a football. A
month before this thing happened a guy had sold me a
motorcycle and provided a pink slip that proved to be forged
or changed around in some way. The bike was hot and I was
caught with it. Taken together these two things were enough
to send me to what California calls Youth Authority Corrections.
I went to Paso Robles.
The very first time, it was like dying. Just to exist at all in
the cage calls for some heavy psychic readjustments. Being
captured was the first of my fears. It may have been inborn. It
may have been an acquired characteristic built up over the
centuries of black bondage. It is the thing I've been running
from all my life. When it caught up to me in 1957 I was fifteen
years old and not very well-equipped to deal with sudden
changes. The Youth Authority joints are places that demand
complete capitulation; one must cease to resist altogether or
else . . .
The employees are the same general types found lounging
at all prison facilities. They need a job — any job; the state
needs goons. Chino was almost new at the time. The regular
housing units were arranged so that at all times one could see
the lockup unit. It think they called it "X". We existed from
day to day to avoid it. How much we ate was strictly
controlled, so was the amount of rest. After lights went out,
no one could move from his bed without a flash of the pigs'
handlight. During the day the bed couldn't be touched. There
were so many compulsories that very few of us could manage
to stay out of trouble even with our best efforts. Everything
was programmed right down to the precise spoonful. We were
made to march in military fashion everywhere we went — to the
gym, to the mess hall, to compulsory prayer meetings. And
then we just marched. I pretended that I couldn't hear well or
understand anything but the simplest directions so I was never
given anything but the simplest work. I was lucky; always
when my mind failed me I've had great luck to carry me
through.
All my life I've done exactly what I wanted to do just when
I wanted, no more, perhaps less sometimes, but never any
more, which explains why I had to be jailed. "Man was born
free. But everywhere he is in chains." I never adjusted. I
haven't adjusted even yet, with half my life already spent in
prison. I can't truthfully say prison is any less painful now
than during that first experience.
In my early prison years I read all of Rafael Sabatini,
particularly The Lion's Skin. "There once was a man who sold
the lion's skin, while the beast still lived, and was killed while
hunting him" This story fascinated me. It made me smile even
under the lash. The hunter bested, the hunted stalking the
hunter. The most predatory animal on earth turning on its
oppressor and killing it. At the time, this ideal existed in me
just above the conscious level. It helped me to define myself,
but it would take me several more years to isolate my real
enemy. I read Jack London's, "raw and naked, wild and free'
military novels and dreamed of smashing my enemies entirely,
overwhelming, vanquishing, crushing them completely, sinking
my fangs into the hunter's neck and never, never letting go.
Capture, imprisonment, is the closest to being dead that one
is likely to experience in this life. There were no beatings (for
me at least) in this youth joint and the food wasn't too bad. I
came through it. When told to do something I simply played
the idiot, and spent my time reading. The absentminded
bookworm, I was in full revolt by the time seven months were
up.
I went to school in Paso Robles and covered the work
required for 10th-year students in the California school
system, and entered Manual Arts for the 11th year upon my
release. After I got out I stopped in Bakersfield, where I
planned to stay no more than a week or two. I met a woman
who felt almost as unimpressed with life as I did. We sinned, I
stayed. I was 16 then, just starting to get my heft, but this
wonderful sister, so round and wild, firm and supple,
mature . . . in one month she reduced my health so that I had
to take to the bed permanently. I was ill for eleven days with
fevers and chest pains (something in the lungs). When I pulled
out of it I was broke. I'd collected a few friends by that time.
Two of them would try anything. Mat and Obe. We talked,
borrowed a car, and went off.
A few days later we were all three in county jail (Kern
County) on suspicion of committing a number of robberies.
Since the opposition cleans up the books when they find the
right type of victim, they accused us of a number of robberies
we knew nothing about. Since they had already identified me
for one, I copped out to another and cleared Mat and Obe on
that count. They "allowed" Obe to plead guilty to one
robbery instead of the three others they threatened him with.
They cleared Mat altogether. Two months after our arrest Mat
left the county jail free of charges.
I was in the "time tank" instead of the felony tank because
they had only two felony tanks (that was the old county jail)
and they wanted to keep the three of us separated. After Mat
left, a brother came into the time tank to serve 2 days. The
morning he was scheduled to leave I went back to his cell with
a couple of sheets and asked him if he would aid me in an
escape attempt. He dismissed me with one of those looks and a
wave of the hand. I started tearing the sheet in stripes, he
watched. When I was finished he asked me, "What are you
doin' with that sheet?" I replied, "I'm tearing it into these
strips." "Why you doin' that?" "I'm making a rope."
"What-chew gonna do with ah rope?" "Oh — I'm going to tie
you up with it."
When they called him to be released that morning, I went
out in his place. I've learned one very significant thing for our
struggle here in the U.S.: all blacks do look alike to certain
types of white people. White people tend to grossly underestimate
all blacks, out of habit. Blacks have been overestimating
whites in a conditioned reflex.
Later, when I was accused of robbing a gas station of
seventy dollars, I accepted a deal — I agreed to confess and
spare the county court costs in return for a light county jail
sentence. I confessed but when time came for sentencing, they
tossed me into the penitentiary with one to life. That was in
1960. I was 18 years old. I've been here ever since. I met Marx,
Lenin, Trotsky, Engels, and Mao when I entered prison and
they redeemed me. For the first four years I studied nothing
but economics and military ideas. I met black guerrillas,
George "Big Jake"Lewis, and James Carr, W.L. Nolen, Bill
Christmas, Torry Gibson and many, many others. We attempted
to transform the black criminal mentality into a black
revolutionary mentality. As a result, each of us has been
subjected to years of the most vicious reactionary violence by
the state. Our mortality rate is almost what you would expect
to find in a history of Dachau. Three of us were murdered
several months ago by a pig shooting from 30 feet above their
heads with a military rifle.
I am being tried in court right now with two other
brothers, John Clutchette and Fleeta Drumgo, for the alleged
slaying of a prison guard. This charge carries an automatic
death penalty for me. I can't get life. I already have it.
When I returned to San Quentin Prison last week from a
year in Soledad Prison where the crime I am charged with took
place, a brother who had resisted the logic of proletarian-people's
revolutionary socialism for the blackman in America
sent me these lines in a note:
"Without the cold and desolation of winter there
could not be the warmth and splendor of spring!
Calamity has hardened my mind, and turned it to steel!!
Power to the People"
George
APRIL, 1970
Dear Fay,
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On the occasion of your and Senator Dymally's
tour and investigation into the affairs here at Soledad, I
detected in the questions posed by your team a desire to
isolate some rationale that would explain why racism exists at
the prison with "particular prominence." Of course the subject
was really too large to be dealt with in one tour and in the
short time they allowed you, but it was a brave scene. My
small but mighty mouthpiece, and the black establishment
senator and his team, invading the state's maximum security
row in the worst of its concentration camps. I think you are
the first woman to be allowed to inspect these facilities.
Thanks from all. The question was too large, however. It's tied
into the question of why all these California prisons vary in
character and flavor in general. It's tied into the larger
question of why racism exists in this whole society with
"particular prominence," tied into history. Out of it comes
another question. Why do California joints produce more
Bunchy Carters and Eldridge Cleavers than those over the rest
of the country?
I understand your attempt to isolate the set of localized
circumstances that give to this particular prison's problems of
race is based on a desire to aid us right now, in the present
crisis. There are some changes that could be made right now
that would alleviate some of the pressures inside this and other
prisons. But to get at the causes, you know, one would be
forced to deal with questions at the very center of Amerikan
political and economic life, at the core of the Amerikan
historical experience. This prison didn't come to exist where it
does just by happenstance. Those who inhabit it and feed off
its existence are historical products. The great majority of
Soledad pigs are southern migrants who do not want to work
in the fields and farms of the area, who couldn't sell cars or
insurance, and who couldn't tolerate the discipline of the
army. And of course prisons attract sadists. After one
concedes that racism is stamped unalterably into the present
nature of Amerikan sociopolitical and economic life in general
(the definition of fascism is: a police state wherein the
political ascendancy is tied into and protects the interests of
the upper class — characterized by militarism, racism, and
imperialism), and concedes further that criminals and crime
arise from material, economic, sociopolitical causes, we can
then burn all of the criminology and penology libraries and
direct our attention where it will do some good.
The logical place to begin any investigation into the
problems of California prisons is with our "pigs are beautiful"
Governor Reagan, radical reformer turned reactionary. For a
real understanding of the failure of prison policies, it is
senseless to continue to study the criminal. All of those who
can afford to be honest know that the real victim, that poor,
uneducated, disorganized man who finds himself a convicted
criminal, is simply the end result of a long chain of corruption
and mismanagement that starts with people like Reagan and
his political appointees in Sacramento. After one investigates
Reagan's character (what makes a turncoat) the next logical
step in the inquiry would be a look into the biggest political
prize of the state — the directorship of the Department of
Correction.
All other lines of inquiry would be like walking backward.
You'll never see where you're going. You must begin with
directors, assistant directors, adult authority boards, roving
boards, supervisors, wardens, captains, and guards. You have
to examine these people from director down to guard before
you can logically examine their product. Add to this some
concrete and steel, barbed wire, rifles, pistols, clubs, the tear
gas that killed Brother Billingslea in San Quentin in February
1970, while he was locked in his cell and the pick handles of
Folsom, San Quentin, and Soledad.
To determine how men will behave once they enter the
prison it is of first importance to know that prison. Men are
brutalized by their environment — not the reverse.
I gave you a good example of this when I saw you last.
Where I am presently being held, they never allow us to leave
our cell without first handcuffing us and belting or chaining
the cuffs to our waists. This is preceded always by a very
thorough skin search. A force of a dozen or more pigs can be
expected to invade the row at any time searching and
destroying personal effects. The attitude of the staff toward
the convicts is both defensive and hostile. Until the convict
gives in completely it will continue to be so. By giving in, I
mean prostrating oneself at their feet. Only then does their
attitude alter itself to one of paternalistic condescension. Most
convicts don't dig this kind of relationship (though there are
some who do love it) with a group of individuals demonstrably
inferior to the rest of the society in regard to education,
culture, and sensitivity. Our cells are so far from the regular
dining area that our food is always cold before we get it. Some
days there is only one meal that can be called cooked. We
never get anything but cold-cut sandwiches for lunch. There is
no variety to the menu. The same things week after week. One
is confined to his cell 23½ hours a day. Overt racism exists
unchecked. It is not a case of the pigs trying to stop the many
racist attacks; they actively encourage them.
They are fighting upstairs right now. It's 11:10 A.M., June
11. No black is supposed to be on the tier upstairs with
anyone but other blacks but — mistakes take place — and one or
two blacks end up on the tier with 9 or 10 white convicts
frustrated by the living conditions or openly working with the
pigs. The whole ceiling is trembling. In hand-to-hand combat
we always win; we lose sometimes if the pigs give them knives
or zip guns. Lunch will be delayed today, the tear gas or
whatever it is drifts down to sting my nose and eyes. Someone
is hurt bad. I hear the meat wagon from the hospital being
brought up. Pigs probably gave them some weapons. But I
must be fair. Sometimes (not more often than necessary)
they'll set up one of the Mexican or white convicts. He'll be
one who has not been sufficiently racist in his attitudes. After
the brothers (enraged by previous attacks) kick on this white
convict whom the officials have set up, he'll fall right into line
with the rest.
I was saying that the great majority of the people who live
in this area of the state and seek their employment from this
institution have overt racism as a traditional aspect of their
characters. The only stops that regulate how far they will carry
this thing come from the fear of losing employment here as a
result of the outside pressures to control the violence. That is
O Wing, Max (Maximum Security) Row Soledad — in part
anyway.
Take an individual who has been in the general prison
population for a time. Picture him as an average convict with
the average twelve-year-old mentality, the nation's norm. He
wants out, he wants a woman and a beer. Let's say this average
convict is white and has just been caught attempting to escape.
They may put him on Max Row. This is the worst thing that
will ever happen to him. In the general population facility
there are no chains and cuffs. TVs, radios, record players,
civilian sweaters, keys to his own cell for daytime use, serve to
keep his mind off his real problems. There is also a recreation
yard with all sorts of balls and instruments to strike or thrust
at. There is a gym. There are movies and a library well stocked
with light fiction. And of course there is work, where for 2 or
3 cents an hour convicts here at Soledad make paper products,
furniture, and clothing. Some people actually like this work
since it does provide some money for the small things and
helps them to get through their day —without thinking about
their real problems.
Take an innocent con out of this general population setting
(because a pig "thought" he may have seen him attempting a
lock). Bring him to any part of O Wing (the worst part of the
adjustment center of which Max Row is a part). He will be
cuffed, chained, belted, pressured by the police who think that
every convict should be an informer. He will be pressured by
the white cons to join their racist brand of politics (they all go
under the nickname "Hitler's Helpers"). If he is presidposed to
help black he will be pushed away — by black. Three weeks is
enough. The strongest hold out no more than a couple of
weeks. There has been one white many only to go through this
O Wing experience without losing his balance, without
allowing himself to succumb to the madness of ribald,
protrusive racism.
It destroys the logical processes of the mind, a man's
thoughts become completely disorganized. The noise, madness
streaming from every throat, frustrated sounds from the bars,
metallic sounds from the walls, the steel trays, the iron beds
bolted to the wall, the hollow sounds from a cast-iron sink or
toilet.
The smells, the human waste thrown at us, unwashed
bodies, the rotten food. When a white con leaves here he's
ruined for life. No black leaves Max Row walking. Either he
leaves on the meat wagon or he leaves crawling licking at the
pig's feet.
Ironic, because one cannot get a parole to the outside
prison directly from O Wing, Max Row. It's positively not
done. The parole board won't even consider the Max Row
case. So a man licks at the feet of the pig not for a release to
the outside world but for the privilege of going upstairs to O
Wing adjustment center. There the licking process must
continue if a parole is the object. You can count on one hand
the number of people who have been paroled to the streets
from O Wing proper in all the years that the prison has existed.
No one goes from O Wing, Max Row straight to the general
prison population. To go from here to the outside world is
unthinkable. A man must go from Max Row to the regular
adjustment center facility upstairs. Then from there to the
general prison population. Only then can he entertain
throughts of eventual release to the outside world.
One can understand the depression felt by an inmate on
Max Row. He's fallen as far as he can into the social trap, relief
is so distant that is very easy for him to lose his holds. In two
weeks that little average man who may have ended up on Max
Row for suspicion of attempted escape is so brutalized, so
completely without holds, that he will never heal again. It's
worse than Vietnam.
He's dodging lead. He may be forced to fight a duel to the
death with knives. If he doesn't sound and act more zealous
than everyone else he will be challenged for not being loyal to
his race and its politics, fascism. Some of these cons support
the pigs' racism without shame, the others support it inadvertently
by their own racism. The former are white, the latter
black. But in here as on the street black racism is a forced
reaction. A survival adaptation.
The picture that I have painted of Soledad's general
population facility may have made it sound not too bad at all.
That mistaken impression would result from the absence in my
description of one more very important feature of the main
line — terrorism. A frightening, petrifying diffusion of violence
and intimidation is emitted from the offices of the warden and
captain. How else could a small group of armed men be
expected to hold and rule another much larger group except
through fear?
We have a gym (inducement to throw away our energies
with a ball instead of revolution). But if you walk into this
gym with a cigarette burning, you're probably in trouble.
There is a pig waiting to trap you. There's a sign "No
Smoking." If you miss the sign, trouble. If you drop the
cigarette to comply, trouble. The floor is regarded as something
of a fire hazard (I'm not certain what the pretext is).
There are no receptacles. The pig will pounce. You'll be told in
no uncertain terms to scrape the cigarette from the floor with
your hands. It builds from there. You have a gym but only
certain things may be done and in specified ways. Since the
rules change with the pigs' mood, it is really safer for a man to
stay in his cell.
You have work with emoluments that range from nothing
to three cents an hour! But once you accept the pay job in the
prison's industrial sector you cannot get out without going
through the bad conduct process. When workers are needed, it
isn't a case of accepting a job in this area. You take the job or
you're automatically refusing to work, even if you clearly
stated that you would cooperate in other employment. The
same atmosphere prevails on the recreation yard where any
type of minor mistake could result not in merely a bad
conduct report and placement in adjustment center, but death.
A fistfight, a temporary, trivial loss of temper will bring a
fusillade of bullets down on the darker of the two men
fighting.
You can't begin to measure the bad feeling caused by the
existence of one TV set shared by 140 men. Think! One TV,
140 men. If there is more than one channel, what's going to
occur? In Soledad's TV rooms there has been murder,
mayhem, and destruction of many TV sets.
The blacks occupy one side of the room and the whites and
Mexicans the other. (Isn't it significant in some way that our
numbers in prison are sufficient to justify the claiming of half
of all these facilities?)
We have a side, they have a side. What does your
imagination envisage out of a hypothetical situation where
Nina Simone sings, Angela Davis speaks, and Jim Brown
"splits" on one channel, while Merle Haggard yodels and begs
for an ass kicking on another. The fight will follow immediately
after some brother, who is less democratic than he is starved
for beauty (we did vote but they're 60 to our 40), turns the
station to see Angela Davis. What lines do you think the
fighting will be along? Won't it be Angela and me against Merle
Haggard?
But this situation is tolerable at least up to a point. It was
worse. When I entered the joint on this offense, they had half
and we had half, but out half was in the back.
In a case like the one just mentioned, the white convicts
will start passing the word among themselves that all whites
should be in the TV room to vote in the "Cadillac cowboy."
The two groups polarize out of a situation created by whom?
It's just like the outside. Nothing at all complicated about it.
When people walk on each other, when disharmony is the
norm, when organisms start falling apart it is the fault of these
whose responsibility it is to govern. They're doing something
wrong. They shouldn't have been trusted with the responsibility.
And long-range political activity isn't going to help that
man who will die tomorrow or tonight. The apologists
recognize that these places are controlled by absolute terror,
but they justify the pig's excesses with the argument that we
exist outside the practice of any civilized codes of conduct.
Since we are convicts rather than men, a bullet through the
heat, summary execution for fistfighting or stepping across a
line is not extreme or unsound at all. An official is allowed full
range in violent means because a convict can be handled no
other way.
Fay, have you ever considered what type of man is capable
of handling absolute power. I mean how many would not
abuse it? Is there any way of isolating or classifying generally
who can be trusted with a gun and absolute discretion as to
who he will kill? I've already mentioned that most of them are
KKK types. The rest, all the rest, in general, are so stupid that
they shouldn't be allowed to run their own bath. A responsible
state government would have found a means of weeding out
most of the savage types that are drawn to gunslinger jobs long
ago. How did all these pigs get through?! Men who can barely
read, write, or reason. How did they get through!!? You may
as well give a baboon a gun and set him loose on us!! It's the
same in here as on the streets out there. Who has loosed this
thing on an already suffering people? The Reagans, Nixons,
the men who have, who own. Investigate them!! There are no
qualifications asked, no experience necessary. Any fool who
falls in here and can sign his name might shoot me tomorrow
from a position 30 feet above my head with an automatic
military rifle!! He could be dead drunk. It could really be an
accident (a million to one it won't be, however), but he'll be
protected still. He won't even miss a day's wages.
The textbooks on criminology like to advance the idea that
prisoners are mentally defective. There is only the merest
suggestion that the system itself is at fault. Penologists regard
prisons as asylums. Most policy is formulated in a bureau that
operates under the heading Department of Corrections. But
what can we say about these asylums since none of the
inmates are ever cured. Since in every instance they are sent
out of the prison more damaged physically and mentally than
when they entered. Because that is the reality. Do you
continue to investigate the inmate? Where does administrative
responsibility begin? Perhaps the administration of the prison
cannot be held accountable for every individual act of their
charges, but when things fly apart along racial lines, when the
breakdown can be traced so clearly to circumstances even
beyond the control of the guards and administration, investigation
of anything outside the tenets of the fascist system
itself is futile.
Nothing has improved, nothing has changed in the weeks
since your team was here. We're on the same course, the blacks
are fast losing the last of their restraints. Growing numbers of
blacks are openly passed over when paroles are considered.
They have become aware that their only hope lies in
resistence. They have learned that resistence is actually
possible. The holds are beginning to slip away. Very few men
imprisoned for economic crimes or even crimes of passion
against the oppressor feel that they are really guilty. Most of
today's black convicts have come to understand that they are
the most abused victims of an unrighteous order. Up until
now, the prospect of parole has kept us from confronting our
captors with any real determination. But now with the living
conditions of these places deteriorating, and with the sure
knowledge that we are slated for destruction, we have been
transformed into an implacable army of liberation. The shift
to the revolutionary antiestablishment position that Huey
Newton, Eldridge Cleaver, and Bobby Seale projected as a
solution to the problems of Amerika's black colonies has taken
firm hold of these brothers' minds. They are now showing
great interest in the thoughts of Mao Tse-tung, Nkrumah,
Lenin, Marx, and the achievements of men like Che Guevara,
Giap, and Uncle Ho.
Some people are going to get killed out of this situation
that is growing. That is not a warning (or wishful thinking). I
see it as an "unavoidable consequence" of placing and leaving
control of our lives in the hands of men like Reagan.
These prisons have always borne a certain resemblance to
Dachau and Buchenwald, places for the bad niggers, Mexicans,
and poor whites. But the last ten years have brought an
increase in the percentage of blacks for crimes that can clearly
be traced to political-economic causes. There are still some
blacks here who consider themselves criminals — but not many.
Believe me, my friend, with the time and incentive that these
brothers have to read, study, and think, you will find no class
or category more aware, more embittered, desperate, or
dedicated to the ultimate remedy — revolution. The most
dedicated, the best of our kind — you'll find them in the
Folsoms, San Quentins, and Soledads. They live like there was
no tomorrow. And for most of them there isn't. Somewhere
along the line they sensed this. Life on the installment plan,
three years of prison, three months on parole; then back to
start all over again, sometimes in the same cell. Parole officers
have sent brothers back to the joint for selling newspapers (the
Black Panther paper). Their official reason is "Failure to
Maintain Gainful Employment," etc.
We're something like 40 to 42 percent of the prison
population. Perhaps more, since I'm relying on material
published by the media. The leadership of the black prison
population now definitely identifies with Huey, Bobby,
Angela, Eldridge, and antifascism. The savage repression of
blacks which can be estimated by reading the obituary
columns of the nation's dailies, Fred Hampton, etc., has not
failed to register on the black inmates. The holds are fast being
broken. Men who read Lenin, Fanon, and Che don't riot,
"they mass," "they rage," they dig graves.
When John Clutchette was first accused of this murder he
was proud, conscious, aware of his own worth but uncommitted
to any specific remedial action. Review the process that
they are sending this beautiful brother through now. It comes
at the end of a long train of similar incidents in his prison life.
Add to this all of the things he has witnessed happening to
others of our group here. Comrade Fleeta spent eleven months
here in O Wing for possessing photography taken from a
newsweekly. It is such things that explain why California
prisons produce more than their share of Bunchy Carters and
Eldridge Cleavers.
Fay, there are only two types of blacks ever released from
these places, the Carters and the broken men.
The broken men are so damaged that they will never again
be suitable members of any sort of social unit. Everything that
was still good when they entered the joint, anything inside of
them that may have escaped the ruinous effects of black
colonial existence, anything that may have been redeemable
when they first entered the joint — is gone when they leave.
This camp brings out the very best in brothers or destroys
them entirely. But none are unaffected. None who leave here
are normal. If I leave here alive, I'll leave nothing behind.
They'll never count me among the broken men, but I can't say
that I am normal either. I've been hungry too long. I've gotten
angry too often. I've been lied to and insulted too many times.
They've pushed me over the line from which there can be no
retreat. I know that they will not be satisfied until they've
pushed me out of this existence altogether. I've been the
victim of so many racist attacks that I could never relax again.
My reflexes will never be normal again. I'm like a dog that has
gone through the K — 9 process.
This is not the first attempt the institution (camp) has
made to murder me. It is the most determined attempt, but
not the first.
I look into myself at the close of every one of these pretrial
days for any changes that may have taken place. I can still
smile now, after ten years of blocking knife thrusts and pick
handles, of anticipating and faceless sadistic pigs, reacting for
ten years, seven of them in Solitary. I can still smile
sometimes, but by the time this thing is over I may not be a
nice person. And I just lit my seventy-seventh cigarette of this
21-hour day. I'm going to lay down for two or three hours,
perhaps I'll sleep . . .
Seize the Time.
JUNE, 1970
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You know I had a visit yesterday from an old
friend, Joan. They told her she couldn't come back again, an
economy move. It costs the state too much to supervise my
half-hour visits, so I'll be held incommunicado it seems. They
turned my sister away today. Someone is going to have to
come up with some guts. These fools must be stopped.
Absolute power in the hands of idiots! It makes me think of
Rome and England. Do you know where the barbarians and
guerrillas are going to come from to destroy Imperial Amerika,
from the black colonies and these concentration camps. The
three of us are the only convicts in this joint who have to
accept half-hour visits, with a special guard, handcuffed and
chained. Now it seems we won't even get that. My sister, my
brother can't visit me in what could be the last days of my
life! Well, one good thing comes from this experience; no
question remains in the minds of any member of my family as
to where their energies would best be spent. My father will
have a whole den of Panthers there to feed.
With each attempt the pigs made on my life in San
Quentin, I would send an SOS out to my family. They would
always respond by listening and writing letters to the joint pigs
and Sacramento rats, but they didn't entirely accept that I was
telling them the truth about the pig mentality. I would get
dubious stares when I told them the lieutenants and the others
who propositioned some of the most vicious white convicts in
the state: "Kill Jackson, we'll do you some good." You
understand, my father wanted to know why. And all I could
tell him was that I related to Mao and couldn't kowtow. His
mind couldn't deal with it. I would use every device, every
historical and current example I could reach to explain to him
that there were no-good pigs. But the task was too big, I was
fighting his mind first, and his fear of admitting the existence
of an identifiable enemy element that was oppressing us
because that would either commit him to attack that enemy or
force him to admit his cowardice. I was also fighting the
establishment's public relations and propaganda machine. The
prisons all use the clean, straight faces, or the old, harmless-looking
pigs to work in areas where they must come in contact
with free people. And these pigs are never allowed to use their
tusks. Regarding the racism, my father would remind me that
there were black pigs too. But, of course, that means nothing
at all. They simply work around the blacks when necessary.
One guard or two guards working together is all that's needed
to murder any con in the joint. But it isn't really necessary to
work around the black pigs. They'll all cooperate or turn their
heads.
The black cop could be a large factor in preventing our
genocide. But no help can be expected from that quarter. The
same stupidity and desperation that brought him to the gates
prevents him from interceding. The job, the wage means too
much to him. Often he feels compelled to prove himself, prove
that he is loyal to the force, prove that he is not prejudiced in
favor of us, prove that he is honest. His honesty prevents him
from dealing in contraband as every white pig does. Look, I
was in San Quentin for seven straight years. I knew everything
that was brought in and by whom. The white pig actually
considers it his privilege to supplement his income by bringing
in and selling narcotics, weapons, and, of course, pornography.
The black pig is afraid, too unsure of his position to be
dishonest.
This same fear will cause him to show more zeal in the
"club therapy" sessions than even the whites manage. If the
victim is black, he's going to get so mad that the white pigs
will have to stand back and let him swing. If they don't have
murder planned for that session, they'll have to pull that
nigger off of you. A pig — is a pig.
It all falls into place. I see the whole thing much clearer
now, how fascism has taken possession of this country. the
interlocking dictatorship from country level on up to the
Grand Dragon in Washington, D.C.
The solidarity between the prison here and the court in
Salinas, between the judge and grand jury, the judge and the
D.A. and other city officials. The institution has effectively
cut me off from any relief. The unmeek have taken over this
whole county, the state, the entire country. They work
together, to the same end, effective control.
I knew of these links before this, long before this, but
seeing it in operation is pretty frightening. What force binds
them together? I'm referring to the intermediary, the physical
thing, not the ideal. What is it that really ties that fat rat with
a chain of department stores to a uniformed pig? The fat rat
wants the country and world policed, made safe for his
business to expand. But how does he sell the ideal to the man
who must do the policing? Money is the bond I think. They're
in it for the money, these pigs and skinny rats. The fascist
ideal doesn't really take hold until one gets into the upper
levels of the power pyramid. Then any ideal that preserves
becomes attractive.
People's government would decentralize this power that
they hold over us — these men must be stopped.
Power to the People.
George
JUNE, 1970
13
Dear Fay,
No one here knows about the scheduled court
hearing. They say we're not going. The prison doesn't like
moving us, so somehow they have managed to arrange with the
judge to leave us out of our own trial! Or pretrial. Can they try
us in absentia (is that the term??)? Some bull (pig I mean) just
said that the judge under no circumstances wants us in his
court. In that case they shouldn't mind dropping the whole
thing or sending us to another county for trial. Berkeley
perhaps. But as you've said more than likely it'll be Orange
County.
Why do we accept this sort of thing? We have numerical
superiority — but they have guns and money. And then the
righteous don't like to cut throats, so we languish in misery.
When you finally get me out of this mess, you'll have to
send me away somewhere for a while, somewhere like Cuba or
China or Tanzania, so that I can reorient myself. My
understanding had been strained to the utmost.
JUNE, 1970
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I don't think we can afford to be nice much longer, the
very last of our protection is eroding from under us. There will
be no means of detecting when that last right is gone. You'll
only know when they start shooting you. The process must be
checked somewhere between now and then, or we'll be
fighting from a position of weakness with our backs against
the wall. (I think we still have the advantage now.) We of the
black colony know about that kind of action, fighting off of
the wall. It's not the best way to get down.
It's getting tighter here, they're taking our visits. It looks as
if they're stopping our court appearances. They also made a
mistake concerning our "money draw" this month. This means
we'll be without the little things even.
You may never read this letter either, our mail is being held
back, returned, thrown away somewhere. Nice people aren't
they? They richly deserve anything we can do to them. This
man who just passed my cell counting, he'll never listen to
reason. His mind isn't constructed that way. While we reason
with him in ideals and ideas, he isn't listening. He is thinking
about which rule he'll quote to dismiss us. When he walks
away, you'll see the little code book protruding from his ass
pocket. That's where he carries his mind, in his ass pocket.
When we attack the problem with intellectualism we give away
the advantage we have in numbers.
I'm with Bobby! We are going to have to kick him where he
keeps his brain, in the region of the ass.
Power.
George
JUNE, 1964
4
Dear Mother,
Are you well? I think of you often and would
write more regularly than I do if I could but find the time. The
things that I am working on demand a great deal of time. I
guess this is so because it is my lot to have no one to help me.
Mama, and I mention this without vanity, I have made
some giant steps toward acquiring the things that I personally
will need if I am to be successful in my plans; aside from the
factual material acquired from books and observations there is,
as you know, a certain quality of character needed to perform
the thing that I have in mind. I have completely repressed all
emotion; have learned to see myself in perspective, in true
relation with other men and the world. I have enlarged my
vision so that I may be able to think on a basis encompassing
not just myself, my family, my neighborhood, but the world. I
have completely arrested the susceptibility to think in
theoretical terms, or give credence to religious, supernatural,
or other shallow unnecessary things of this nature that lock
the mind and hinder thinking.
When a man does something or possesses something that is
complementary to his character, it is virtually impossible for
him to hide this thing, keep it to himself, keep from telling it
to those he wishes to impress; this is natural egoism, the need
for attention and flattery asserting itself. I have quietly
removed this need; neglect and loneliness have no effect
whatever on me anymore. I feel no pain of mind or body, and
the harder it gets the better I like it. I must rid myself of all
sentiment and remove all possibility of love. Though I owe
allegiance to no one other than myself I clearly understand
that my future rests with the black people of the world. I am
trying in every way possible to adjust my thinking habits so
that their ways of life won't seem as strange and alien to me as
these people over here would have it. After I am finished with
myself, an observer who could read my thoughts and watch
my actions would never believe that I was raised in the United
States, and much less would he believe that I came from the
lowest class, the black stratum of slave mentality.
5
I have been meaning to ask you how Delora was doing with
her husband in jail. I sincerely hope she is not finding it too
hard, but life on the treadmill can be expected to be hard; if
you will send me her address and ask her if she wants to write
me, I will send the necessary forms to her.
Hang on, I'm going to make everything all right.
Your son,
George
SEPTEMBER, 1964
Dear Mother,
I went up yesterday and I'll have to say that it does
not look too hopeful. I think my black brother crossed me,
the one you met when you were here last. They made mention
of my going to school. One of them told me in so many words
to bring back a diploma. Maybe this was his meaning, maybe
not. I will not know for sure until my official results come in
on Friday of this week. I'll write you again then.
Lavera
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came to see me this weekend, and said she will
come again next weekend. I will tell her Saturday what I got at
the board; she can contact you. But there is no need for that
much disquiet; if I should get an immediate release there
would still be weeks of formalities to go through.
We have birthdays this week. Though I have lost all of my
sentimentality, I know you people still cling to the old, so I'll
observe the social amenities by wishing you health on your
birthday. Really though, is it not silly, the little pat phrases,
Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, etc.? They (the
Europeans) have reduced all life to a very dull formula. All
natural feelings have been lost.
I have work here in my cell to do, see you soon.
Love,
George
DECEMBER, 1964
Dear Father,
I guess you are right in what you say about
Mother's position. If she wishes to occupy the corner set aside
for us in this society and be happy with such then let it be. I
merely speak of better and different things in a society greater
(in my humble opinion) and more conducive to advancement
for people of my kind. Always bear in mind that though I may
sound intolerant and pressing at times, all I say is by way of
discourse and nothing by way of advice. You see I understand
you people clearly. You are afflicted by the same set of
principles that has always governed black people's ideas and
habits here in the U.S. I know also how we arrived at this
appalling state of decadence. You see, my father, we have been
"educated" into an acceptance of our positions as national
scapegraces. Our acceptance of the lie is consciously based on
the supposition that peace can and must be preserved at any
price. Blacks here in the U.S. apparently do not care how well
they live, but are only concerned with how long they are able
to live. This is odd indeed when considering that it is possible
for us all to live well, but within the reach of no man to live
long! My deepest and most sincerely felt sympathies go out to
all of you who are not able to resolve your problems because
of this fundamental lack of spirit. The morass of illusionment
has claimed your souls completely. I do not care about the
other millions of blacks here in the land of tears, their fate is
of their own choosing; but because you and the others of our
family have always been close to me whatever successes I
wring from the eternal foe you will share. Until I do this I
know it is expecting too much for you to be impressed with
the ideals I put forward. It's always been this way I imagine.
One has to be shown the fruits and feel the rewards of a new
or different thing before perceiving its merits.
In the airmail letter you sent it is not altogether clear to me
what you were trying to say, so I won't leap to any
conclusions but let me state that I have a singular incapability,
which is my strongest point, my first principle. I could never
in this existence betray my kind. Love of self and kind is the
first law of nature, my father. What N. did to me in 1958 I can
never forgive.
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I can understand why she betrayed me to the
whites and can even explain why she thought herself right in
doing so, but I can't forgive her because she has not made any
effort to change her completely backward sympathies. It is the
same thing today with her as it was yesterday. She would
betray me a second time if I allowed it. You know that I love
my mother dearly for many reasons, she always (through your
labor of course) provided for me materially the best she knew
how, but she failed me bitterly in matters of the mind and
spirit. My education she put in the hands of the arch-foes of
my kind. This is a betrayal of the worst kind, because of this
I've had to learn everything I now know on my own by trial
and error. I have almost arrived but look at the cost. I would
not be in prison now if she hadn't been reading life through
those rose-colored glasses of hers, or if you would have had
time and the wisdom to tell me of my enemies, and how to get
the things I needed without falling into their traps. She kept
telling me how wrong I was and making me feel guilty. All of
this I now understand, but again cannot forgive because she is
still doing this same sort of thing!!
I got the nuts and cake today thanks, socks and handkerchiefs
also. Take care.
Son
DECEMBER, 1964
Dear Father,
Everything was in order, concerning the package
that is. They brought it right in front of the cell and opened it.
Mama sent me a card with a picture of some white people
on the front of it. I guess she just can't perceive that I don't
want anything to do with her white god.
I am still confined to this cell. It is nine by four. I have left
it only twice in the month I've been here for ten minutes each
time, in which I was allowed to shower. Did I tell you? They
have assured me that I have not been given a bad-conduct
report. It is just that they felt I was about to do some wrong.
It's always suspicions. What I was supposed to have done or
was about to do, never, never what they caught me doing as it
should be. The last time I was in a cell like this three months,
from February to May (1964) for reasons that are not
altogether clear yet! I have had no serious infraction in almost
three years now. You know I had at least $125 on me when I
was arrested in 1960 and they took it. I assume it was to cover
the $70 that was missing as the result of the robbery. So I'm
thinking that I shouldn't owe them too much more. You know
in fact I'm fast awakening to the idea that I may not owe
anyone anything and that they even might owe me. I have
given four-and-a-half years of life, during which I have had to
accept the unacceptable, for $70 that I didn't take — I protest. I
protest.
If you knew how much I protested, how seriously I felt
about the matter, you and Mother and anyone who has a
natural affinity with me would surely be trying to convince me
that you were on my side.
The events of the Congo, Vietnam, Malaya, Korea, and here
in the U.S. are taking place all for the same reason. The
commotion, the violence, the struggles in all these areas and
many more spring from one source, the evil and malign,
possessive and greedy Europeans. Their abstract theories,
developed over centuries of long usage, concerning economics
and sociology take the form that they do because they suffer
under the mistaken belief that a man can secure himself in this
insecure world best by ownership of great personal, private
wealth. They attempt to impose their theories on the world
for obvious reasons of self-gain. Their philosophy concerning
government and economics has an underlying tone of selfishness,
possessiveness, and greediness because their character is
made up of these things. They can't see the merit in socialism
and communism because they do not possess the qualities of
rational thought, generosity, and magnanimity necessary to be
part of the human race, part of a social order, part of a system.
They can not understand that "From each according to his
abilities, to each according to his needs" is the only way men
can live together without chaos. There is a species of fly that
lives only four hours. If one of these flies (June fly I believe
they are called), if one of these flies was born at twelve o'clock
midnight in darkness and gloom, there would be no way
possible for him in his lifetime to ever understand the concept
of day and light. This is the case with the Europeans.
They are small men with their petty intrigues and prejudices.
"In shallow men the fish of small thoughts cause much
commotion, in magnanimous oceanic minds the whales of
inspiration cause hardly a ruffle" (Mao Tse-tung).
George
FEBRUARY, 1965
Dear Mother,
I promised myself that I wouldn't write you again
from here. I only take pen in hand when feeling moves me to
do so. My feeling seems to be wasted on you. You know
beyond question what my feelings are, I never think of
anything trite or inconsequential anymore. I've forgotten the
feeling of joy. I've long since had my last smile wrung
unceremoniously from my hollow soul. I write home to you
people, my people, the closest of my kind for understanding
and advice. I attempt to advise you in areas of which
experience has made me better informed. I get no understanding.
If I followed the advice I receive it would only serve
to enslave me further to this madness of our times. My advice
falls upon deaf ears!
This is my reason for not wanting to write. What can I say
further? It is clear you don't love me when you refuse to aid
me the only way you can, the only way I expect! By telling
me I am right and that I have your blessings. You see I am
being frank: though I care about your feelings, I care more for
your well-being. There are things brewing now that could ruin
you completely if, when they break, you are in sympathy with
wrong. Robert is the same way, he pretends or he may
earnestly not feel the effects of the circumstances I attempt to
explain. He is sympathetic to wrong. But I can overlook him
more readily because of his almost complete lack of mental
training. His past experiences have been very limited regarding
the stimulus of academic learning, he is innocent. But not so
with you, though your exposure was not all that it should have
been, you are equipped with the basic fundamentals needed to
guide one to the truth, should it be truth one favors. When I
consider my own experience bought at the cost of these
terrible years, supplemented in love and concern by your own
experience and learning, what am I to think but that
something is radically wrong, that I am being betrayed and
have been betrayed. The question is one of grave proportions
to me. I cannot stress this point too clearly. I mean to make
sure this doesn't happen to me again or to my seed. If a person
doesn't stand with me, he stands against me to my way of
thinking. I feel that you have failed me Mama. I know that
you have failed me. I also know that Robert has never held an
opinion of his own. You have influenced his every thought
ever since you have known him. You have always had the
running of things. You have done him a disservice. You are
doing Jon a disservice now. You are a woman, you think like a
bourgeois woman. This is a predatory man's world. The real
world calls for a predatory man's brand of thinking. Your way
of viewing the world is necessarily bourgeois and feminine.
How could I, Robert, Jon, or any of the men of our kind
accomplish what we must as men if we think like bourgeois
women, or let our women think for us. This is what's
happening all over this part of the world! Robert should have
been stronger, should have had more time and freedom of
movement. So should Grandfather, and Great-Grandfather.
But they didn't and it isn't their fault. The cruelest and most
suppressive treatment has always fallen to the males because
they have not that tender defense the woman is born with. So
understand me once and for all. I speak no further on the
matter. You conceived and Robert sired a man. Nothing can
turn me from my resolve. Make no further attempts. I am
going to give my all to this thing, and if the victory is to fall to
me, you and people like you must stand beside me, not lean or
lie on me.
Robert tells me you are sick. I am writing to ask about the
nature of your illness. I know a hope will not aid you any, but
by whatever gods there be I hope and wish you well. There is
much sickness and tears to come, some will fall to me also I
guess, but my condition can only improve from where I stand
now.
Fare you well.
Son
FEBRUARY, 1965
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Dear Mother,
Your letter reached me late for some unknown
reason. Has your health improved? I think you should relax;
all has not been said or done yet. You are a little confused
now for understandable reasons; things will be made clear
before long. I should be out of here this year. I have complied
with all of their demands: group counseling, school, clean
conduct record. I go to board next time they meet. You could
start writing letters to the Adult Authority now, the more the
better. You know what to say: that I was young then and you
see a vast change in my character now. Also say that you can
and will help me with a place to stay.
I asked Robert to send me some shoes. Check with him on
it. They have to be sent from Sears by the salesman, cost no
more than $25, have the price or sales slip in the box, and in
the way of type and size I want some old folks' comforts with
high tops, 9 — B. Nothing else, my feet need therapy in the
worst way. Soon as you can on this, I want to get rid of these
corns and sores before I get out.
I'm glad you weren't a singer or dancer. Pop was wise in
that. The image held of the blacks in this part of the world is
that we are proficient in but one or two areas only, the service
trades or the physical entertainment fields (singers, dancers,
boxers, baseball players).
Would you like to support the theory that we are good for
nothing but to serve or entertain our captors?
In the society of our fathers and in the civilized world
today, women feel it their obligation to be ever yielding and
obedient to their men. Life is purposely made simple for them
because of their nature, and they are happy. When the women
outnumber the men in the black societies, the men take as
many wives as they can afford, and care for them all equally.
In the white for some nebulous reason the men can take only
one . . . the rest are left to become prostitutes, nuns, or
lesbians. In the civilized societies the women do light work,
bear children, and lend purpose to the man's existence. They
train children in the ways of wisdom that history has shown to
be correct. Their job is to train the children in their early life
to be men or women, not confused psychotics! This is a big
job, to train and propagate the race!! Is this not enough? The
rest is left to the men: government administration, the
providing of means of subsistence, and defense, or maintenance
of life and property against any who would deprive us
of it, as the barbarian has and is still attempting to do. The
white theory of "the emancipated woman" is a false idea. You
will find it, as they are finding it, the factor in the breakdown
of the family unit. Mama, all this struggle is unnecessary. Let's
not create an atmosphere of competition among ourselves as
they have done. Life is too short. There is too much for us to
restore to its proper order and we are too wise. What do you
think made the white guy write that life is "a tale told by an
idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing" — he felt
frustrated and stupid.
Son
MARCH, 1965
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Dear Mama,
The things you speak of are uppermost in my mind
and my heart. I am not too manly or sophisticated to say that
I love you and all the rest with a devotion and dedication that
will continue to grow until I pass from this existence.
Anything that will please you, and that falls within human
accomplishment, I will carry out. I say this with confidence
because of my certainty that you would never ask me to please
you by surrendering my mental liberty and self-respect; I
wouldn't want to live were these, my last two real possessions,
to be lost.
Any confidence you put in me, Mama, will be well placed.
This is not mere talk, my ego is nowhere involved. If we are to
surmount these barriers standing between us, and finally work
things around to our advantage, on a few points we must be
agreed. You must listen to me. I've been trying to say
something. Stop closing my voice off from your mind! My hair
has started to turn gray and I'm beginning to look like an old
man. My best efforts up to now have all fallen far short of
their intended goals. I know, however, just as sure as day
follows night that I will win the last round. That is the one I
always win, the important one.
I feel that you understand the situation better than most
who live on your level. From your last letter, I know you are
intelligent enough to understand. I have it before me now and
I glean much to indicate that this is so. But there is much that
has escaped your understanding, and it is quite reasonable that
this be true. You have no way of learning and bettering.
However, if you will honor my humble voice, I would very
much like to pass on to you just a thought or two I have had.
All that I ask is that you hear me, and think about what I say.
Do not just read over the lines. Think of what I say in relation
to things past, and the vague possibility that is our future. I'm
not just another convict or "Negro." I'm one who really loves
you and who has been observing with a practiced eye and an
almost photographic memory. But first let me clear up one
other incidental thing. Robert has never said anything unattractive
or belittling about you. Each of his letters expresses
almost total grief for the condition of your health. He blames
me even, then himself, but never the right people. He feels he
has failed you, me, and all the others, and he keeps trying to
learn if I also blame him. Of course I do not blame him or you,
or myself. I place the blame for the social ills that have caused
us discomfort and unhappiness squarely upon the shoulders of
those responsible: the people in control!!
It is mainly on this subject that I am going to speak now.
To get it across I am going to write two letters, this one and
another sheet also tonight. This should be read first for the
idea to follow in logical order.
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I am going to do exactly as you say concerning the show of
good conduct here. I have never raised my hand against any
man, since I've been an adult that is, except in self-defense,
but there has been an element of aggressiveness in the way that
I have handled these incidents. I'll have to always defend my
person, but I promise you that unless there is a direct threat to
my existence I will never have another bit of trouble here.
Understand though that you do not live in the real rip-and-tear
world. You have escaped it by surrendering your self-determination
and freedom of thought in a tranquilizing conformity to
the wishes of whoever may hold the strings. Consequently you
do not know how hard it is to live in peace even for a short
period with people who defy violence, and vilify peace and
harmony.
George
MARCH, 1965
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Dear Mama,
I will try what you advised. I know it to be the
best way at this point in the little game. But should I fail you
are not to say, "George is no good." You must try to
understand that now, just as in the past, there are other
considerations and influences that enter into the course of
events that turn our lives one way or the other.
Have you ever wondered how you and I and all our kind
lost their identity so fast? The last blacks were brought into
this country only 75 to 80 years ago, three generations at
most. This is too short a time for us to have lost as much as we
have. No other people have completely been divorced from
their own as we have in such a short period. I don't even know
my name. Have you ever wondered about this? The answer is
found in the fact that we lost control of the circumstances
surrounding our lives. We were alienated from our sources,
isolated, and remolded to fit in certain forms, to fill a specific
purpose. No consideration was or has ever been given to our
being anything other than what we were originally intended to
be (I ask for electronics or drafting and I'm told to be
practical). You must realize, understand fully, that we have
little or no control over our lives. You must then stop giving
yourself pain by feeling that you failed somewhere. You have
not failed. You have been failed, by history and events, and
people over whom you had no control. Only after you
understand this can you then go on to make the necessary
alterations that will bring some purpose and value to your life;
you must gain some control! I have said this to Robert a
hundred times but it makes no impression at all. He writes
back in the same vein as he did the time before I said anything.
He just doesn't have the mental equipment. Will you look
deeper and think on the matter and then explain to him? I was
born knowing exactly nothing. I had no one, no one, to teach
me the things of real value. The school systems are gauged to
teach youth what to think, not how to think. Robert never
had the time to say even hello, and neither of you really knew
anything to give my anyway, because your parents knew
nothing. Do you see where the cycle brings us, to the real
source of the trouble, the alientation and the abandonment,
the pressure from without, the system and its supporters? I
didn't know either. So we must look to the people whose
responsibility it is to see to it that the benefits of society pass
down to all concerned for an answer. If a good god exists then
they are the ones who must make an appeal to him for
forgiveness: forgiveness for relinquishment and dereliction of
duty! I don't need god, religion, belief, etc. I need control,
control of the determining factors relating to the unquestioning
support and loyalty of my mother, father, brothers,
sisters. You need Robert and I need him and he needs you. We
all need each other. The standards and emotions we have used
in the past to regulate our relations defy all nature and run
contrary to all known precedent. When did blood cease to be
thicker than and more binding than all else? We must look to
each other and destroy the barriers placed between us with
trust, and love. I am committed and I will do all that I have to.
I am equal to anything that is required. Help me when you
can, the only way you can, by trying to understand.
I don't want a package this year; save the money; save all
you can. I am living very badly now and just to stay alive is an
ordeal, but I see something better. It is vague, and is a
possibility at best, but I know a place, a refuge where people
love and live.
George
MARCH, 1965
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Dear Father,
I've been going through final examinations at
school. Had to use all of my available time in study and have
not been able to write like I should, but forgive me. They are
over now and I did well.
I go before the board next week.
I didn't know about L.'s husband. That is too bad. She
seems to be extremely unlucky in that area. She told me that
the last husband she had was worse. Since that is the case I can
feel nothing against her, but as you said, she should have
explained. People are odd indeed, about money that is. The
best method of testing a person's character is through money.
The shocks and strains of this money-mad society are enough
to ruin the purest of minds. Men are so deeply engaged in
making a living that their very existence is shaped and
dominated by the system of production. I'm throughly tired
already, Pop. When I obtain what I need to work with, nothing
could stop me from going home. That is where I will invest my
money, resources, and talents. My labor shall be expanded
where it will be appreciated. My taxes will go to an order and
system of government that will in turn protect me and my
interests. I shall not, as long as I call myself a man,
compromise with tyranny. There are a few things that mean
more to me than life. Though I must think of and plan for
tomorrow, I cannot, I must not surrender for tomorrow all
that I possess today. I can repair this loss, this morbid
depression that owns a little more of my mind each day that
passes. The pale and almost indistinguishable glow of the
future may yet materialize to disperse the gloomy stupor that
has encompassed me completely. I have been purposely kept
ignorant, I have been taught what to think, instead of how to
think. I have been subjected to the ordeal of hunger, thirst,
name-calling, and other uncountable indignities. Danger comes
even from those of my own kind. Their lack of response and
unyielding adherence to ineffectual thought and action is an
obstacle to my plans. I may yet surmount it, but only if I
follow my call. I must obey the dictates of my mind.
Give my regards to all.
Son
MARCH, 1965
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Dear Father,
I haven't read anything or studied in a week now. I
have been devoting all my time to thought. I trust you are all
in health. I think of my personal past quite often. This is
uncomfortable sometimes but necessary. I try not to let my
past mistakes bother me too much, though some seem almost
unpardonable. If it were not for the few intermixed little
victories, my confidence in my ability would be irreparably
shaken.
Though I know I am a victim of social injustice and
economic pressure and though I understand the forces that
work to drive so many of our kind to places like this and to
mental institutions, I can't help but know that I proceeded
wrong somewhere. I could have done a lot worse. You know
our people react in different ways to this neoslavery, some just
give in completely and join the other side. They join some
christian cult and cry out for integration. These are the ones
who doubt themselves most. They are the weakest and hardest
to reach with the new doctrine. Some become inveterate
drinkers and narcotic users in an attempt to gain some mental
solace for the physical depravity they suffer. I've heard them
say, "There's no hope without dope." Some hire on as a
janitor, bellboy, redcap, cook, elevator boy, singer, boxer,
baseball player, or maybe a freak at some sideshow and
pretend that all is as well as is possible. They think since it's
always been this way it must always remain this way; these are
the fatalists, they serve and entertain and rationalize.
Then there are those who resist and rebel but do not know
what, who, why, or how exactly they should go about this.
They are aware but confused. They are the least fortunate, for
they end where I have ended. By using half measures and
failing dismally to effect any real improvement in their
condition, they fall victim to the full fury and might of the
system's repressive agencies. Believe me, every dirty trick of
deception and brutality is employed without shame, without
honor, without humanity, without reservation to either
convert or destroy a rebellious arm. Believe me, when I say
that I begin to weary of the sun. I am by nature a gentle man,
I love the simple things of life, good food, good wine, an
expressive book, music, pretty black women. I used to find
enjoyment in a walk in the rain, summer evenings in a place
like Harrisburg. Remember how I used to love Harrisburg. All
of this is gone from me, all the gentle, shy characteristics of
the black men have been wrung unceremoniously from my
soul. The buffets and blows of this have and have-not society
have engendered in me a flame that will live, will live to grow,
until it either destroys my tormentor or myself. You don't
understand this but I must say it. Maybe when you remember
this ten or twenty years from now you'll comprehend. I don't
think of life in the same sense that you or most black men of
your generation think of it, it is not important to me how long
I live, I think only of how I live, how well, how nobly. We
think if we are to be men again we must stop working for
nothing, competing against each other for the little they allow
us to possess, stop selling our women or allowing them to be
used and handled against their will, stop letting our children be
educated by the barbarian, using their language, dress, and
customs, and most assuredly stop turning our cheeks.
George
APRIL, 1965
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Dear Father,
Did you get my letter of April 11, last Sunday? I
fear you may not have gotten that letter since therein I set
down some important matters in an almost too direct manner
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I did so thinking that if it was allowed to go through, you
would have in your possession knowledge of the singular
events that seem to rush upon me menacing and evil from all
directions at once. You would have this information in as
complete a form as the space of that single page allows, or if
they had sent it back or destroyed it, nothing. This was logical
in that I wanted you to know immediately. It is best to have
such matters done, and related, and over with. Here in my
position you know I'm not supposed to be critical, nor am I
supposed to attempt to convey what goes on in here. So please
acknowledge my letter. I have from you only the letters you
wrote on April 1 and April 2. Have you sent others?
They are sending me to Folsom soon, so they told me. The
assault charge was referred to the district attorney. He will in
turn refer it to the grand jury, which will then bring what they
call legal proceedings against me. Let me say here that all of
this is a well-thought-out effort to frighten me and maybe even
do me whatever harm they can without alarming or shocking
those around me, you included, too much. I guess they want
to show me and those around me here how powerless I am in
their hands. But they must do this without giving rise to
feelings of total insecurity on the part of the little people
which could serve as stimulus to some act which would lead
toward changing conditions or circumstances that threaten not
just our well-being but our very existence. Thus if I or any of
my kind should suffer the final hurt, it would be by accident,
heart attack instead of poisoning, malnutrition instead of
beating, suicide by hanging instead of being shot, or legal
proceedings instead of foul play.
But I have much to say about any matter that concerns me
in spite of their wishes. Fear, the emotion that stiffens and
inhibits the minds of most men, causing them to be incapable
of acting in their defense at the moment of trial, is totally
lacking in me. I could look upon my total ruin with as
detached an unconcern as I look upon theirs. The payment for
life is death. I have written many a page in the book of life in
spite of my limited years, and I intend to write many more. I'll
come out of this as I have everything else. I'll see Ghana yet.
Folsom is a better prison than this. There will be found
many older inmates who are more stable and less inclined to
mind others' business. I can also obtain a parole faster there or
a transfer to some minimum security camp. On the assault
charge I don't think they will convict me. Maybe won't even
try me. The D.A. has to accept the case, and then the grand
jury must be convinced to accept what evidence they may
concoct against me.
Give Mother my regards.
Fare you well.
Son
MAY, 1965
2
Dear Mother and Father,
I am still in isolation. Nothing has changed since I
wrote you last, Robert.
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You have a remarkable method for
relieving yourself of unpleasant or weighty problems that can
almost be admired, were it just a little less chancy and not so
slow. You seem to just ignore the matter or pretend it doesn't
exist, hoping maybe others with more time or brains or
perhaps more to lose will work something out. I have tried
several times over the lastGeorge L. Jackson: September 23, 1941 — August 21, 1971
Foreword
Recent Letters and an Autobiography
Letters: 1964-1970